What Does It Mean?

[Dafrosty]

my first dosage was minutes before i was in my mother's stomach
it was the first to hold me right after my soul was summoned
the beauty left me starstruck,the warmth kept the sun up
my skin expands,more dust to pick up,dawning the end of summer
a hundred Kodak rolls later,i realized i wasn't special
i saw the bond between my parents it made me feel a little jealous
i was careless with my questions,their answers only scratched the surface
i know so the moment i witnessed the other sex's real purpose
i grew nervous after spending my soul on my first purchase
she never wrote back,i threw the records in the furnace
my anger melt the wax,i expressed myself on paper
but my origami skill with letters didn't work till years later
that was when i mistook friendship as a similar sensation
the miss looked perfect i told myself she was worth waiting
and so i waited,this time it costs me a lifetime
my ego said i suit her ways,i thought i had the right mind
but she left me nonetheless,none was left,i never saw her again
i was swept into the mainstream of the meaning when she let go of my hand
i drowned so deep i forgot how air tasted like
lost my arms to oysters,searching for pearls in my nearly wasted life
living nights with another one of it's variations
but the story was the same in a way,except for the self-hatred
best friends with Satan and his cousins,it catered my addiction
in addition to that,i thought i could have it all with just a twist of dictions
long distance relationships grew further no matter how close-
we were physically,now i close the chapter of life i once chose
i was the thorn shredding the roses,possessed with indulging in moments
doing things i wrongly thought were marriage components
after learning of my flaws,i named myself The Bleeding Ronin
i lost my cause for living stole the hearts of those who made my telephone ring
born into this world hoping to hold this feeling that God gives
my butterfingers fried the roots of my heart in the quest to know what love is

[Big_Bang]

Aiyo B...Madd Props To U Kid. I'm Feelin This Here Alot. I Can Feel Tha Confusion IN There...And i Love How U Worded Everything...So I Can't Pick A Favorite Line. Good Shit. Keep Postin...Plz

Damn Don't Sleep On THis Ya'll.

[Dafrosty]

thanks

[Dafrosty]

that piece and this one were both written on Outkast-Liberation instrumental

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in a twist of fate,a certain turn of events allowed me to dismiss the hate
giving me space to think in a blissful state
i kissed the late night trips to hell goodbye,letting righteousness drip
to shed some light on my thinking stripped from sin
i realized i was another victim of culture where that four letter word
is over and underrated at once,the occurance-
of true love is only for the beautiful higher upper class they say
telling little girls to diet and be albinos like in the fairy tales
and it was never the same since snow white,with the big apple mind
said it's all right to make fun of people with small heights,enslave them
and then beauty started telling beasts in order to be human
you'll need to fit the definition of normal we have carefully chosen
thirteen year old girls swallow this mentality and their insecurity has swollen
parents get heartbroken of defects,some would even disown them
this cold world gives me chills thinking of how many have fallen
into the pit of lies written by the cosmetic world where humanity is frozen
the only thing that flows other than the money is the fall of mankind
but no man is kind once they participate in the devil's retarded brainchild
what made us write Frankenstein has come alive
mad science give birth to bad times,misconceptions filling the skies
a day when rotten yolks are accepted as long as the shell is shining
a day when only good looks translate to an anorexic smiling
in covers hiding their obvious IQ,i pity those obsessesed by the likes of you
i should do a collab with Pink,to scream to you a brighter view
let the amplitudes of our message shake the foundations of Hollywood
every modeling agency if my body could,i'd prolly do it
but i must admit i'm tightly glued to this calibrated mind of mine
i am aware of this,but i still go nuts over a fine specimen-
of God's work,i'm partially blinded but what i saw hurts me enough-
for me to write this to teach the kids even though it's tough
change is a constant process,every step you take is progress
do it for our grandkids,coz to witness change is to wait till we have left this earth

[speakeasy602]

You are an incredible writer. I can't imagine this on a beat, but it would definitely be a good spoken word.

[xxxJpAtTxxx]

yea this is tight, great lyrics, and a strong amount of emotions